E2 - Modern Poet

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a modern poet, independent author.

read in 20+ countries.

 

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how reality kills the dream
by E2

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prolog

there r two kinds of girls
the ones for vanity n pleasures of the flesh
n ones to girlfriend n love

i simply failed
horribly.

ended up a hostage
to my own
dream.

spent 166 days
as a living witness
to how my
dream slowly
died

whilst trying to enjoy
any hint of happiness.

all written as experienced
not knowing what
the future nor the truth is.

including those
deep dark thoughts
one discovers
when furiously blinded by
anger n or confusion

instead of hiding these
beautiful thoughts
n writing about rivers
n birds singing..
i bleed them
onto paper.

my words here r not pretty
but they r honest
n will make u
discuss me, love me, hate me
hate her n pity me.

i promise u my dear reader
this book will make
u feel.

open a bottle of wine
enjoy my pain
n try not
to feel any
shame.

yours
E2


published 7.9.2018
158 poems

few samples from the book.

when she loves

when someone says
she loves u

ur only goal
is to
not 
fuck it up

just fuck 
her

without 
fucking
her
up.

or

u could
try
that love thing
maybe?

friends n cigarettes

u do not have any 
friends 

u just burn  
through people  
like 
cigarettes.. 

each person
serves a purpose
fixes a need

u light them up
n see them 
burn.

torch another..

 

a beautiful love story

by E2

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prolog

a beautiful love story
where i took a risk and decided
that love must win
knowing it will hurt in the end.

there is nothing better than falling in love.
dare to go for it, lose your self in that beautiful moment
or forever regret
being a coward.

find the craziest person u know
fall in love
fuck the lust
and
just enjoy
the journey
u won’t regret it

after
u’ve healed.

i love to paint pictures with my writing
control your emotions with my story.
make u feel a hint of what i felt.

this book is a journey written as experienced
the same emotions again and afterwards again
torturing myself for the hint of happiness
the feel of true love
at any cost.

enjoy my pain
and try not to feel
any shame.

yours
E2


published 19.12.17

few poems from the book



passion

i did not know what passion is
before i met you.

the thing when we looked deep
into each others eyes

saw a fire of lust
burning

and all
i want to do
is to burn in
that fire.




what the fuck

you certainly
are not the girl

who is fucked
in the staircase
nor
dressing rooms
nor
restaurant toilets..

and
i’m certainly not the gentleman
who does this ever.

the dress

pale laminate floor
near the edges of helsinki
on the photo
where
you’re holding a camera
showing the dress
ur going to wear
tomorrow.

glimpse of my phone
middle of a dinner
trying not to choke on
my wine
when i see
how beautiful you r
i’m lost for words.

cult or religion

i don’t belong to any religion.

your family is religious

told you i will join
any religion
or cult
whatever
for you.

one problem
your cult and religion
is money
and
i’m
poor.

 
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about me

my whole life i’ve been tormented by normal people.